DMT

[ChimeraCreative]

hahhaha I will.

It's funny though, I understand it more now that I saw what I saw. Like it doesn't make total sense, but it makes more sense than it would have

How many reasons do I need to be jealous of you??? When will it stop??? Arggghgdovmromsavm???

[Junkogen]

I knew Junk would know.

Man, my old roomate went to Texas for a month and somehow scored 6 grams. My first trip was just a worm hole and an egyptian cat priestess and 3 "greys" circling above me but my second one, well, here's what I wrote down:

I inhaled one big puff. Then another. Reality was starting to get screwey. I threw a peace sign at the five observers but the rainbow tinted hand of Taj, a shaman-in-training, beckoned me to take one more. I decided to do it. Don't let him, don't let myself down again! I took it and with that, all the colors in the room became pure rainbow-hued and suddenly I was simply inside every color imaginable.

The colors were being pulled away, or perhaps I was hurtling backwards. I had no idea. I wasn't scared, I simply knew this was it, I'm going there. I saw a yogi sitting in a meditation pose, I cannot name it because I do not practice. His third eye was open, his two eyes were closed. There was no emotion coming from him, he was simply there, and he was okay with me being there. The universe, every universe that ever existed were/was stretched out to infinity. I heard, or felt, the word or the notion "Understand" and impossible shapes kept folding in on each other. Everything was drawn into these shapes. These shapes were the only things that existed now.

I was the shapes, or inside the shapes. I think I was just a speck of the shapes. A molecule. We.I.Everything kept folding in on itself. The chant of "Everything is everything" kept being repeated as everything spun out of control. It was so real. Life was simply this continuous loop of NOTHING and EVERYTHING. I was terrified, I was never going to get out of it. Then I grasped that I may be the only item in reality to realize the loop and that I wanted to change it but couldn't. As the looping of existence went faster and faster the chant simply became an echo of itself until all I heard was MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM and then just what sounded like... crackling glass? Then it started slowing down. Thank god. Everything is everything. And then it stopped and the Yogi was floating beside me again, a slight smile on his face.

It, existence as a never ending imploding impossible shape, started rotating again but I wouldn't have any of that. I opened my eyes and looked at my friends. "Who's is this. No. Who is this? Where... Am I done? Is this done? Please be done...." I stood up and looked at my friends. It felt that they were not my friends but other beings who were testing me, to see if I could crack their code, could see through their shapeshifting ways. My friends stayed silent because I asked them not to talk before hand... I needed silence. I was suddenly horrified, perhaps I'm still in the craziness and nothing will ever be the same. I grasped for words that would tie reality down. I need to come back to earth. Taj kept meditating on the floor and brief glimpses of the yogi flashed through my mind. I looked around, "Scooter... i have a scooter. I ride my scooter to... get to... work?" I looked at my shoes. "Shoes... right, shoes are for feet. Okay. Okay I'm back." For the next few minutes I just enjoyed the beauty of everything and then went to trying to explain everything but honestly, words can't even describe it. I'm so happy to be out of that continuous loop, but at the same time, I feel honored at the fact that I was a part of it.

Now I REALLY want to get some DMT!:freak:

I know how you feel, though. I've tripped my fair share of times on various substances and I've had some deeply spiritual life-changing experiences.

I had a similar experience once when I dropped 5 sugar cubes of some powerful LSD. And that shit didn't last no 15 min. I wound up spending a very long time in a dark crawl space clutching a Bible at one point and pondering the existence of time and space. That shit took at least a full day to completely run its course.

At times, I've had strange acid flashbacks where I feel like I'm still in that crawl space. And perhaps from a certain point of view, I actually still am.

[William McDert]

See that's the thing. I honestly believe that you are comparing that experience with my own thinking they are similar, but they totally aren't. And I'm not knocking you in the slightest. I thought I had spiritual/powerful trips before I did the Deemsters but oh my god I was wrong. Of course what you experienced was INCREDIBLE, but this was 100% pure blast off. You knew you had a bible in your hand, I wouldn't have even understood what a hand was at the time.

But I hear ya. If you ever end up in Tempe, I still have a fair amount left and would be honored to do some with you.

[Junkogen]

See that's the thing. I honestly believe that you are comparing that experience with my own thinking they are similar, but they totally aren't. And I'm not knocking you in the slightest. I thought I had spiritual/powerful trips before I did the Deemsters but oh my god I was wrong. Of course what you experienced was INCREDIBLE, but this was 100% pure blast off. You knew you had a bible in your hand, I wouldn't have even understood what a hand was at the time.

No offense taken. From what I've heard, I totally believe you.

But I hear ya. If you ever end up in Tempe, I still have a fair amount left and would be honored to do some with you.

That's a big YES. And likewise, if you ever come to San Diego, bring some, because I can't get it.

Are there any big annual music festivals or anything near you? That'd be an awesome reason to go.

[William McDert]

Dude you could drive here in like 5 hours haha!

I will if I'm ever up there.

No music festivals that I know of currently. I'll keep my ears open though. We do have a pretty sweet Circle K near my house that sells skittles